Christmas cards.

I would first like to point out that I have the best neighbors that anyone could ever ask for. Ok, so it took me a few years to introduce myself but I am reminded daily that it was an excellent move. It is a great feeling to know someone that is so much like me and loves my children is only a hop skip and a jump away (thanks, again for watching the kids when Matt decided to make a puzzle out of his arm...). I know that they will never smoke behind the barn or shoot cats without getting caught by another two sets of eyeballs. To date I received the best Christmas card from them, a loving picture of the couple and their hairy beasts. (I played the part of Mr. P. and Randy was Mrs. P. hee hee hee) We still want to know how you got that picture!!!!!!!!

It has been a few years since I have sent Christmas cards. Much in our life was just another day to get through. We lost the ambition to do the things you are supposed to do and just reach inside and gather what you love close. For us it was first our children then our friends that without asking lifted us up. All that we have been through is beyond words or a well worded preprinted card. We love our family and friends all through the year.

For it has only been the last year that this holiday has been more than just about exchanging gifts. It is striking to learn the history of our religion and not to be moved by the date that started it all. There are days that I think that it must have been so wonderful to be Mary and then others where I don't think I could have been strong enough to go through all of the tragedy.

We have received many cards this season. Some from old friends with pictures that make you warm and smile. Some with just names scratched at the bottom of a hallmark message, some with angels and mistimed apologies, some from department stores that I burned the card in with a coupon hoping I'm not done shopping....

So, for those that we love and cherish, know that you are loved and thought about everyday not just in the holiday season.

Peace be with you in the chaos of this week before Christmas.

Love,
Jenny